Sunday, July 23, 2006

The world is unfair. You're telling me as if I haven't find that out myself already.

Below are some pictures of a little boy. He's 8-years-old and he's from Iraq if not mistaken. Poor little boy had nothing to eat and he was starving. He comes from a really-not-affluent family so asking for money to buy food from his parents is an absolute no-no. So what did he do? He decided to steal some food from the local market. He got caught. "We will caught you." (Gan, 2006) As innocent as it may seem to us, who knew it was an offence so BIG to the so-called 'local authorities' that they decided to punish the little boy. Ok, what would you have done? Just bugger give the boy the food he stole and give him some money to buy some more later on correct? Ok I would have done that but I bet your decision would not vary too much from mine. But nooo... Stealing is a bloody serious and ugly act of selfishness + greediness (according to SOME religion) so what they did to the little boy? Witness.


Ok let's move on to the war now. Not the war between Israel and Lebanon. The one between the U.S and Iraq. I know it's a little late but as I always say, better late than nothing no? So there had been talks about the Bush administration's brutality + cruelty + selfishness. So what about it? They say Bush ain't withdrawing the troops because of "certain" reasons and even in shows and songs we are seeing signs, obvious ones of American troops wanting the government to stop the war and invasion and they want to go home. Despite all the cruelty talks, here are some pictures demonstrating some acts of humanitary + friendliness shown by the troops in Iraq.

Personal favourite. ^^

Pity these pictures are not made public.

Finally, if I do get the chance, I'd really love to do this to Jinn AND see the looks on his face. XD


Friday, July 21, 2006

Life is choice, choice is power, Power is responsibility

God gave us choice, the freedom to choose.
He never pushes people to accept Him, He just sits and waits patiently.
it is the human rational, the instincts we have that wants things to be resolved quickly,
that applies pressure to everyone to choose, and to choose swiftly.

As we make decisions and take paths in a hurry,
mistakes are always lurking nearby, just around the corner
Little thoughts have been given to the consequences of our decisions,
be it good, be it bad.

Why are we pressured to make decisions?
Why they have to be made yesterday? why not tomorrow?
Why can't we indulge ourselves with the pleasure to sleep on it and weight our options?

So much of information, so many advices
yet so little time.
The moment has come,
hitting me like a train.

The future seems so near,
A wrong move could spell disaster.
Choice is power yet choice is destruction.
The effects can't be seen, till it becomes severe.

The road to my future comes to a split,
and yet, it seems that i have been walking with my eyes closed,
till I overran the paths.

Now the time has come, for me to take a few steps back
To choose and Vow not to look back and regret.
Not to wish, Not to hope, not to linger in the past.

The choice is simple, yet it is tough.
I have to envision the end of each paths.
will it be glory, will it be shame?

My pride has to be put down, for it is heavy,
I have to come and humble myself, infront of God.
also to seek the counsel of the old and wise,
for them to help me, for their advise.

Accounting - Finance or Econs - Finance?
it seems so simple, yet it is hard.
both seems similiar to a fool like me,
I need to be enlightened, i need to have wisdom.

should I gamble, in this game of choice?
should I stand firm, and made heard my voice?
I have myself to blame, if I get tangled in this mess,
to get stuck, to get tied down, with the wrong choice.

will it bring delight? or will it cause sorrow?
will it be a good call? or simply a mistake?
the dilemma is great, and I am running late,
against time, that we all know will never wait.


Monday, July 17, 2006

An open letter to Satanists: Part 6 (gg)

…That’s the only true lure of Satanism. When we get past the lies, the deceptions, the false perceptions of God, all that remains is the pleasure of evil. It’s the high a junkie feels with a needle in his arm. It’s the satisfaction a thief feels from taking what is another’s. It’s the ecstasy of the kill, the fulfillment of greed, the thrill of domination, and it always ends in pain and death, whether another’s or ours.

To be a Satanist is not to be liberated. It is to be bonded to death. The freedom it offers is an illusion. And this is something I know every Satanist knows, because I was there. In the dark and quiet, all alone, without the buzz of alcohol or drugs, or the rhythm of music to drown out the sounds, there is an empty echo inside us. A vacancy. A feeling of loss and cold and turmoil and hunger. That emptiness gnaws and hurts worse than anything else in life; we take up knives to carve our skin just to escape it, or run into the arms of a lover to smother it, but it doesn’t go away. It grows. It is death at work, emptiness causing decay. No matter how much we feed it SIN, it will never fill up. Eventually it will consume us, and destroy us.

The only thing that can fill that emptiness is God. The true God. Finding Him takes effort and courage. It requires that you hate the darkness enough to wrench the hand from the flashlight. That is something only you can do. But you CAN do it.

You really can.

It takes great effort, but the result is life, true life, in all its abundance and diversity. The life that only God can produce, because He is the only source of it.

I speak as the one who has traveled the roads, who has seen the land far and wide. My most heartfelt prayer is that you see this signpost, and from it, find your way home. Choose God. Choose life.”

Sean Sellers

All credits to Sean Sellers for his story. I’m just typing it out. May he finally have some peace of mind with God. For more information on Satanists-converted-Christians, google Amber Bousman.


Sunday, July 16, 2006

An open letter to Satanists: Part 5

...If we CAN get past those two things though, we can find the true God. A God of power, but compassion; of justice, but love; of fierceness, but mercy. He’s the Creator of the Universe who’s greatest desire is that His creation, His children, know strength, goodness, peace, love, warmth, joy, health and growth. That we are not left alone. Not abandoned. Not misunderstood. And because there is nothing bigger than God, the greatest thing God can offer to His creation is Himself. True Heaven is the presence of God. True Hell is the absence of God. That may sound superficial but God is love, light and warmth. To be without Him is to be in bleakness, darkness, and cold. When we see that truth, when we see who God really is, then we see who Satan really is too.

Satan is NOT the opposite of God. That’s the most fundamental error in theology. Satan is not darkness, while God is light. Darkness is simply the absence of light. Satan is less than that. Satan is the obstacle between humanity and God. Take a flashlight, shine its light on a wall, take your hand and cover the end of the flashlight. The light is God. The darkness is the absence of God. The hand is Satan. The hand does not destroy the light; it simply keeps us from seeing it. The light still shines, it’s just hidden or distorted from our view. Satan is a being that desires to block us from God and everything Godly. He’s the enemy of humanity. To be cut-off from love, light and warmth results in death. Satan is the bringer of all kinds of death – spiritually, mentally and physically. He is the deceiver, the tempter and the accuser.

In the Bible, Satan is simply a created being with no name. He is only called by what he does. He accuses us of our sins before God. He’s called the Accuser or Adversary. In Hebrew ha Shatan – Satan. The Enemy. He whispers in our ear to do that which leads to death, then accuses us before God for what we have done wrong. He tempts us to do everything God forbids in order to destroy us. That’s the true nature of Satan. He’s not an enemy of God. H’s an enemy of life.

The problem is humanity is flawed. We have within us an impulse to do evil, to do the very things we know will destroy us. Like smoking. We know intellectually that smoking leads to lung cancer, and yet it’s a billion dollar industry because we still do it. That is OUR nature. It’s a part of our free will. In order to be able to choose between life and death we have to have an impulse or desire that pulls us toward each one. Set two pies before a child, one apple, one cherry. If the child hates cherries, there’s no choice. He will pick apple every time. If he likes both though, then there’s conflict. Sometimes he will choose apple, sometimes cherry. Now what if he’s allergic to cherries but still loves them? They’ll make him sick. Which should he choose? Apple. But which will he choose? If people face hangovers again and again for the pleasure of getting drunk, a child will face vomiting for the pleasure of cherries. That’s human nature. (Human beings are irrational idiots as stated by MGW1010. Woo hoo!!) We will do that which is evil because there is a pleasure in evil that appeals to us as much as the pleasure of good does. Even though evil kills us.


Saturday, July 15, 2006

An open letter to Satanists: Part 4

…We’ve all seen how a cotton candy machine can take sugar and food coloring and spin it into a big fluffy mound. We stick our tongues to it and it dissolves back into sugar. Imagine a machine that could do that with air. It could take air and spin it into a big fluffy mound, all colored and textured. We pick up that textured air, touch it, taste it, eat it, and it seems filling, but in our stomachs it just dissolves right back into air. If that was all we ate, we’d starve to death. We could go on eating and eating, seemingly filling ourselves up, but be starving day by day until eventually we whither up and die.

In life there are things that are the spiritual equivalent of textured air. No matter how much we consume them, they leave us spiritually starving because they’re emptiness disguised as substance. Those things lead slowly to death. Spiritually, mentally AND physically. Anything that leads to death, which is emptiness, disguised as substance, God called SIN. Those are the things He forbids. Not because He’s a tyrant as I thought He was, but because He wants us to LIVE.

Worshiping an idol is sinful because it’s NOT God. It’s an empty cup. It may feel like something to us, but it’s not. It will leave us destitute inside.

Of course religions have their own lists of “SIN”. Religions take personal prejudices and label them as sins. Things like dancing, playing card, certain kinds of music, oral sex, have all been labeled SINFUL by some Christian religions. They’re not. God never declared them so. People did. Mistaking the two, either way, and it ends up badly. Religion stifles, oppresses, and leads to death. Sin empties, poisons and leads to death. God is NOT against us. His commands are to guide us toward the things that produce life, health, happiness, joy, growth, because God loves us. That’s the TRUTH of who He is. I’ve watched closely and I believe most people who turn from God do so for one of the two basic reasons. #1 They mistake some aspect of the religion as God – like Anton Lavey did. Or #2 They are unable to overcome their need to understand what can not BE understood. I honestly don’t think it’s easy to turn from God if we see Him as He really is. Every Satanist I’ve ever encountered has fallen into one of those two categories. They either have a warped, distorted perception of God, based on what they were taught by some idiot, or they don’t believe in the goodness or even the existence of God because of the injustice in the world. The first is a problem of perception. The second is a problem of pride. Both are hard to get past.

The only way to get past those false perceptions is to have a heart that sincerely wants TRUTH. God has to be sought after. Anyone who will settle for, and hang on to his or her empty idol of perception will never find the truth of God as GOD. Doesn’t it make SENSE however that the true Creator of the Universe is far beyond that simple, contrived IMAGE of Him? I mean, if someone told you a monkey painted the Sistine Chapel wouldn’t you look at those paintings and realize that’s a lie? The so-called “God” that Satanism describes, that so may religions describe, is very shallow, simplistic, and downright convenient to their own set of beliefs. Doesn’t it make sense that God has to be more than that? Only an honest desire to challenge those beliefs and perceptions and seek out that MORE will result in finding the TRUE God.

The problem of pride is often even harder. When we look at the world and say, “God can’t exist because this thing right here isn’t right.” Or we say, “God isn’t just or good because this part of life is totally unfair.” What we’re actually doing is declaring ourselves equal to God. We declare that the world, and God Himself, MUST fall into the parameters of our own understanding or it simply is not so. We declare, “God can’t be good unless I can understand that goodness. It has to fit MY definitions.” That’s pride. To a wino, a “good” God is one who provides him with free booze everyday and grants him no hangovers. No matter who we are, our own ideas of good and evil, right and wrong, are skewed to our own personal tastes and perceptions. To demand those of God is megalomaniacal. Imagine a 4 year old child declaring you are BAD because you make her eat food instead of candy, and you won’t let her watch Friday the 13th. That’s the same thing we do when we judge God because we don’t understand the world. Only letting go of that PRIDE and acknowledge our tiny size compared to God’s will overcome that, and too often that’s the one thing prideful people will never do.

The Lion Sleep Tonight

hippo= jinn

Friday, July 14, 2006

An open letter to Satanists: Part 3

…I never saw any of that while I was a Satanist. I never fully understood Anton Lavey’s philosophy until I was in my 20’s. Anton’s error was to see religion as God. He saw the lie of religion and the unfairness of life and decided there was no God. I saw the misused authority of my parents and decided THAT was how God was. So often that’s our first grave error in our search for truth. We perceive life through the narrow experiences of our tiny portion of the world and draw our conclusions about the whole universe from that. It’s normal, but it’s also disastrous.

The fact is nearly everyone forces God to fit into his own perception. Even Christians serve a God they perceive rather than the God who truly is. They limit Him according to those special needs of their own psyche. It’s actually hard not to do that, but every time we do, it has consequences. Seeing God for who He is takes effort, and always has one inevitable result that MANY people cannot accept: Our understanding will always fall short. We will always look toward God and eventually say “why” or “I don’t understand this,” about SOMETHING. That often drives people to come up with their own conclusions, their own philosophies, religions, etc. We demand the right to know God with assurance, in every area, but the very fact that He is God precludes that it simply CANNOT be. A glass of water is not capable of holding the ocean. That limitation is hard on our egos.

It’s so much easier to create our own gods; gods that are fully knowable. Those are the gods of atheism, occultism, religion and sometimes even Christianity. Then of course there are those prejudices that we demand of our gods. Women who take offense at a “male” god and so create for themselves a female or neuter god. Then we have all the racial gods, the black gods, white gods and cultural gods, the Spanish gods, African gods, Indian gods, etc. All of them called GOD. And yet none of them are truly Him. Some may be tiny glimpses of Him. Maybe His big toe or little finger, but nothing more. Others are not even that. They’re only delusions from our prejudices.

Getting past all that to see the true GOD, the real creator of the universe took me years. Understanding why the Bible refers to Him as it does is a good place to start. We can’t relate to the Creator as He is. He’s too big. How can an ant relate to a person? How can a grain of sand relate to a desktop computer? The Bible calls God “Father” not because He’s male, but because of the relationship of a father to a child. God is as much female as He is male, and neither. (The Holy Spirit, the Spirit of God, appearing in the very first chapter of Genesis is female.) To get even close to defining God as He fully is we have to take every role a person plays in our society and add that to God’s title: Father, Mother, friend, king, lord, boss, brother, sister, judge, jury, lawyer, teacher, executioner, savior, etc-etc.

No single image can contain Him. He will fill it up and overflow it until it bursts apart. But realizing THAT very thing about Him is the first step toward seeing Him for who He really is. That one thing alone cuts through much of the prejudiced images. Unfortunately today’s society seems to have gone the other direction. Any image of God is acceptable as God. However you choose to worship God is okay.

No. It’s not.

Because those images are NOT God. They’re empty cups. And this is the basis of everything the Bible calls sin. My gosh this took me years to understand, wading though all the nonsense that so much of “Christianity” is today. There is a reason for all of God’s commands. ONE reason for them all. A very simple one. They are all a matter of LIFE and DEATH.


Evidence of the world IS in fact, Tan

I know this breaks the momentum of the whole Satanism thing but it's my post so I don't really care la... I hereby announce that DotA has been Tan-ned!! woo hoo!! Players of the new DotA 6.34 map can justify my claim. When the map is loading and u see Drow ranger and Sven standing there on your left, take a look at the bottom right corner, the map is presented to you by Kenneth _ _ _?? Go figure...


An open letter to Satanists: Part 2

… So Satan became a liberator. Satan was a being who had rebelled against God’s tyranny, and been cast out of Heaven for it. But he must have had something going because a third of the angels had sided with him against God. They saw the truth. There was a better way to live. A more natural way. The way the animals did. With no arbitrary rules. No “sin”. Just freedom. That’s what made me a Satanist. I knew I was evil, but my concept of evil was freedom. It was just a word. What people called “evil” felt good. It satisfied me. If I had no money and saw something at the mall I wanted, stealing it satisfied my desire for it. I never set out to hurt anyone. I never embraced Satanism as an excuse, a permission slip, to prey upon others. I embraced it because it made me feel free.

It took me years to fully understand the flaw of that philosophy. It took me even longer to fully understand who and what Satan really is. He went through several incarnations before I saw it clearly too. I guess the most startling realization I had was when I really studied what the Bible said about Satan, Lucifer, and his fall from Heaven and discovered what the church teaches is NOT necessarily so. I wrote an entire study on it breaking it down, (The Doctrine of Lucifer) but the short of it is the whole myth of Satan as an archangel called Lucifer, who led a rebellion against God with a third of the angels, and became known as Satan, is just that. A myth. It’s a fourth century church doctrine that came from an Ugaritic myth about the Northstar trying to take the place of the sun in the sky. A thousand years, and a man named John Milton, a poet, made the story popular it became a deeply ingrained part of the Christian dogma. The truth is however; Satan was never called “Lucifer” and never led the choir in Heaven. The Satan of the Bible is very different from the Satan of church dogma. The fact is, it’s almost impossible to understand Satan until we understand God. Our image of the One is always greatly determined by our image of the other. In prison I found out who God really was, who He is, and that too took some time. I had seen God as an arbitrary rule maker. He made His rules the same way my parents did. The reason was, “because I said so!” But that was a false image of God. The way Anton Lavey saw God was also affected his view of Satan.

Any disciple of the First Church of Satan knows Anton’s biography. He was a police crime photographer and saw all the violent and evil deeds done by humanity. He saw the unfairness of life, and decided God wasn’t real. That was a big surprise to me when I realized it. Anton Lavey was actually an atheist. Anton did NOT believe in a Creator God. To him, God was a figment of the imagination and psyche, and the myth of God was perpetuated by the Church. To Anton, the Church was Catholicism. The Roman Catholic Church was a world of power for a thousand years, and its religion, the evil and emptiness of it, he saw it for what it really was, and he concluded that GOD was just an ingeniour myth, a part of a scheme to control people. Any natural desire a person had was labeled as “sinful”. Because it was a natural desire no one would be able to control it, so they would always be in “sin”, and the only way to be forgiven for that “sin” was to go to the Church and do what the priest told you. With the consequences of eternal damnation or the reward of eternal life, even kings would bow to the Church. It was all just a scheme. There was no “God”.

So Anton Lavey turned to the opposite ideal. He made what the Church called Satan, the liberator of that scheme. But to Anton, Satan was NOT a real being. If there was no real God then there was no real Stan. To him, “Satan” was the force that causes “sinful” desires. The so-called dark part of our psyche. Satan was represented in every culture by the darkness. Anton called this force a hundred different names, Abaddon, Belial, Baalzebub, from the Bible, the names of gods Israel was not supposed to worship. Lillith, Dracula, the names of vampires from ancient folklore and fiction. Satan was always represented by all these things because Satan was a base part of humanity itself (there you go Bing). WE were Satan.

Satanism to Anton Lavey was the celebration of that part of ourselves. His rituals were parodies of Catholic rituals. His philosophy was to embrace that “darkness” within ourselves since it led to pleasure and pleasure was the real aim of life – after life there was nothing. No heaven, no hell, just the grave. We cease to exist.


An open letter to Satanists: Part 1

Ok guys as you all can tell, I’ve always been fascinated by controversial shit. I wouldn’t say this is controversial but… depends on how you look at it la… Before I proceed any further, I must tell you guys (especially Christians) that I’m going to separate this story into a few posts and this story is NOT of an anti-Christian nature (although at first it may sound a bit like it).This is a story about a man named Sean Sellers. He is, well, a Satanist. He was imprisoned for murdering his own parents and he was eventually executed on the 4th of February 1999. The good news here is that he actually converted into a Christian before he was executed and this is his story.

"I was 15 years old when I became a Satanist. Today I’m 29. 15 was a lifetime ago. My concept of Satan and God back then was so different from what it is now. At 15 we really do think we know so much, but lock a man in a box for a few years alone, let him get to know himself, let him grow and look again at the world, and what he sees is a world very, very different from the one he perceived at 15.

You know, I had the Satanic Bible practically memorized when I was 16. I’d read that book easily a hundred times. But I didn’t understand why Anton Lavey (more commonly known as the founder of modern Satanism – for more info, Wikipedia him) wrote some of the things he did. I didn’t comprehend Anton’s ideology, his image of Satan or the devil. That also took years.

Back then I saw Satan as a friend to humanity. But that was based on my concept of God, so I guess there is where I need to start. I knew God was the Creator, but the image I had of Him was like some adult. Some authority figure supreme. What did adults do? They made me obey and serve them. They made me clean the house, mow the lawn, fix their drinks, and it was always when they said so, no matter what I was doing at the moment. I’d be watching TV in my room and my dad would holler at me. I’d come to the living room and he’d be sitting in his recliner with his feet up, an empty cup in his hand. “Fix me another drink,” he’d say, handing me the glass. He worked all day, so when he got home I served him. I was just a kid after all. What did it matter if I had been at school all day and had football practice and done homework? What did it matter if I was missing some stupid movie? Of course when I obeyed I was praised. When I did my chores I was given money. That was authority to me. That was God to me. God had His rules. And boy there were lots of them! He demanded you to do things His way, how He wanted, when He wanted, never mind what you wanted. If you obeyed, He’d reward you. Heaven. If you disobeyed, He’d punish you. Hell. There was no freedom there.

And because I saw God like that, Satan grew to become a liberator from that arbitrary authority. Evil represented freedom. If I did what I wanted, that was evil. Well…evil felt good. Everything God required was stifling, oppressing and full of rules. If I got mad and wanted to cuss back what was so wrong about that? If someone hit me what was so wrong about hitting him back? If I wanted to have sex what was wrong about it? What was wrong was that God said it was wrong. That was it. That was the only thing that made it wrong. Well… to hell with God then! Who cared about His stupid rules? Satanism said not only were God’s rules arbitrary, they were designed to keep us frustrated and controlled. It was natural to want sex, and to get angry, and to defend ourselves, and natural meant right.


Monday, July 10, 2006

Why reading the papers can be a bad thing.

Hey all.

I'm sorry I forgot to announce my unplanned hiatus.

Anyway, I started reading the newspapers again this morning; the Straits Times of Singapore to be precise. It gradually dawned on me why I dislike reading the newspapers sometimes. Besides the copious blocks of words which already serve as a disincentive to pick it up, the kind of news published also leaves a very stingy impact on me. News about death and strife plagues parts of the Straits Times.

Here are just a few of the headlines:

'137 killed as plane bursts into flames in Russia'

Survivor: "It was awful. I saw people burning, they were burning."

'41 Sunnis killed in Shi'ite rampage'

'Home Alone'
Many children in rural China left to fend for themselves while parents look for work in the cities

It was an immensely bitter pill to swallow as I read those articles. Knowledge of suffering and pain in this world of ours has a very adverse effect on me. Firstly, it makes me remember that such things exist. Secondly, salt is rubbed into the wounds when I realise that my plights are so minute when compared to what others HAVE to endure.

We take many things for granted. The fact that we coexist harmoniously in Malaysia is not something we enjoy by chance but by the hard work of politicians of the past and present plus our forefathers who embodied the 'bertolak-ansur' spirit. Some of you may argue that though we live harmoniously, traces of racism still exist albeit in a tacit form and that some racial groups still keep to themselves. This is undeniably true but have you considered the situation in Baghdad, Iraq? There is INTRA-religious conflict there for goodness sake! The Sunnis and Shi'ites have been fighting for decades and there is no sign that the heat between these groups is letting up. Thus, what he have in Malaysia is something that we should appreciate and not complain about. We should even strive to make the situation better!

Children in rural China are beginning to feel more 'unloved' as their parents head to the cities to earn their livings. Yes, jobs in the city pay better but it seems that what these children really want is their parents to be with them; to be a part of their lives. One child summed it up by saying, "But I don't care about a better life. I just want them to be at home by my side."

Doesn't seem like what many of us would say, right?

Then, I began to question why these things happen to them and conversely, why didn't they happen to me. What have I done to deserve so much more than them? How did I get to be the lucky one? Why did God choose it to be this way?

I don't know the answers to these questions but what I do know is we should be appreciative and thankful for what we have.

So why pick up the paper? Isn't ignorance bliss? Why bother to know all these things when you know it's going to hurt you? Maybe that's why we were chosen; we have the capacity to make a difference as our stable environments permit us to do so.

So my friends, as much as it hurts, pick the papers up and find out what's happening. As Shaneil put it, " Stop assuming and start realising". Believe you can make a difference; pray for those who are suffering. Have faith. We were chosen so that we could help them. Don't think of doing the big things when the little things are right under your nose.

Open your eyes. Or rather, let your eyes be opened to the truth. Stop assuming and start realising.

Friday, July 07, 2006

Late registration

Hey all... It's been a very long while since I, the mightyly glorious FAI, posted any shit. (No idea why I said that) And yes, I almost forgot that I have been entrusted with the job of posting some nice pictures on this blog. Actually, my mind was bent on posting some controversial shit so be grateful that I suddenly don't feel like it. (Save it for the next post la)

Ok here are some pictures from our little Penang trip that Jinn missed out. I know it's a little late but, better late than nothing right?

(Taken on some Penang beach) That's for fucking losing to Italy.

At the sight of this "comforting" notice, we instinctively checked the tyres.

Turned out to be HUA QING - made in China.

That's "Kenny, Sylvester and Cartmund"

See who's offering a job. ----------------------->

Pictures below depict Fai Tan and his fellow ex-Taylor's-mate on a one day trip to Genting Highlands.

She, I mean he's so lucky...

oh crap Patrick........

Go figure out.

Ok then from here onwards are some stupid pics I found on the net.

For fuck's sake....

This ain't no funny pic, she's the miss Sri Lanka. lol

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Jinn the fireman / superhero

the gas valve(the thing tat's connected to the gas tank) caught fire while my mom was cookin. kekeke. the stupid aerosol fire extinguisher wasn't working. and jinn saved the day by using the big fire extinguisher. although i couldn't save dinner. but it was still good.

still stuck at home without a car, getting it back tomorrow.
allocate+ sux big time. i ended up having only one lecture on thus from 8-10am and one tute on fri at 3-4 pm. sighs i takes me longer to get ready for class than to actually attend it. probably will crash the other tutes hehe. so watch out for jinn.


Monday, July 03, 2006

time moves so slowly

today is another one of those days that will get wasted. Planned to go to pyramid to watch The Benchwarmers only to find out that I dun have my car.. sobs cry cry. dad took it because his car is being serviced. no car no life sobs

still missing penang...... :( dammit. have this urge to go on hols and after being trained by the experts in penang, i'm actually hooked on to shopping or at least, walking around aimlessly in the mall. Was doing that with Fai in penang while the 2 girls went crazy in MNG (was it MNG? lolx).


so when u are enjoying urselves out there today, remember, jinn has no car :( and is all sad at home. poor poor me. hehee


Sunday, July 02, 2006

One joke

Hey there readers.

Just one joke for you all.

Girl: Should we take our relationship to the next level?

Not so horny boy: I'll contemplate on that darling.


Girl: Should we take our relationship to the next level?

Horny boy: I'll condomplate on that darling.


Saturday, July 01, 2006

Humour from S'pore

Hello everyone. Just to let you all know I'm back in Singapore, the tiny piece of land in which was formed when the country of Malaysia released air from behind.

Here are some jokes to stimulate your thinking process.

Which rapper can you eat?

Eminem (MnM).

Which parts of your body do not belong to you?

Achilles tendon and Adam's apple (Chan & Devaser, 2006).

Which Pokemon is related to the pastry family?

Jiggly-Puff ( first cousins with curry-puff), (Chan, 2006).

Why did Tigger go to the bathroom?

To find Pooh. (Chan, 2006)